History of my Life

It's not even the fact that you're not mine. it's
the fact that you led me on for all that time.
Sometimes, I want something terrible to
happen to me, just to see who would care.My head says, "who cares"
but then my heart whispers, "you do stupid."

I don't care how I met you. All that matters is that I did.

If you're convinced you're not good enough, you'll
have a hard time letting someone into your life that thinks you are.

I don't even know what to think. I feel like I've held on
to you for too long, and people are getting annoyed
with me. They tell me i should get over you. But the
thing is, they dont see in you what i see. I see an amazing
person who cared for me so much. And all I want, is to have
that back. Believe me, I've tried to let you go, but it's just
like something is making me hold on for some
weird reason, and that reason is something I don't
understand. No one understands, and no one ever
will; because they don;t feel what i feel. It's
unexplainable. They just don't get it. I feel so alone
without you, because there's no one there to
full understand and make it all better.