History of my Life

Empty fields move me so much more than rooms
filled up with friends. The way the trees look dead
reminds me that there's more to life than living.
And maybe giving ups not bad, but part of letting
go of you. If I surrender to this feeling
maybe all the aches and pains will go.

No one looks back on their life and remembers
the nights they got plenty of sleep.

I take you for who you are, the person you are, and the
heart you have, and I don't let anyone interfere with that.

If you dress like a whore and act like a whore and
present yourself as whore, people are going to treat you like a whore.

The worst pain is when you smile, just to keep the
tears from falling and sleep just so you don't have to think about it.

The best relationship is when you two can act like lovers
and best friends. It's when you have more playful
moments than serious moments. It's when you can joke
around, have unexpected hugs, and random kisses. It's
when you two give each other that specific stare and just
smile. It's when you'll rather chill inside to watch movies,
eat junk food, and cuddle than go out all the time. It's
when you'll stay up all night just to settle your arguments
and problems. It's when you can completely act yourself
and they can still love you for who you are.

"Hi, baby. I know you're asleep right now, but I just
wanted to let you know that you're the best friend
anyone can ever have. And I don't think
you hear that enough, but I love you."